In August 10, 1986, my daughter,who was menally handcapied & had C.P. was brutily raped. She almost died 3 times before they got her fixed. She was torn up bad. She was a virgin and almost bled to death. I'm writing this story because I would like my story to be known..My daughter lost alot of blood. She died once going to the hospital & they got her back. She was still looseing blood , so they packed her in ice. When we got to the hospital, the Doctor checked her and took her to surgery fast,because of the bleeding. They typed her and got blood for her and when to surgery. I don't remember how long she was in there but all I could do is cry & pray that she would be ok.I called her Father, because we was divorced. Told him what happen and he said he would come. when he got there he took me aside and blamed me for what happen to our daughter. He said it was because I left her there that she got raped.
My Daughter lived thought all of that. The trail was a hard one for her. But she went thur it great. the guy goy 60 years for rapeing my daughter. He is still in jail at this writing. I when on with my life & so did my kids. my daughter was told she would be lucky to have kids. well she did have 2. the frist one was a boy. she didn't want him, because he was a boy. She beat him, kick him, and thown him out of the house. Well I seted in and took over and raised him, got full custusty of him. Her rights and his fathers rights was took away from them. Her's was because of the beating, & the father's was because he didn't want to pay child support.
Well now I have become a Christain. And every 2 years the prorole board wound call me and ask me if I think he should get out. Well all times before I would ask them,""If it was your young daughter with 68 stichers on the outside & 82 on the inside, would you want the rapies out to do it again."" And he was denined prorold. But before this last call they made to me , my nephew, who is a man of God; we was talking ,and I told him that something was brothering me about this man in jail. I asked him how it was that God spoke to you to tell you something to do.He told me that it was in mean ways. So I told him what I thought was God specking to me about..He said that yes God could do it that way. I ask him to pray about it and make sure that is what the Lord was telling me. I wanted to be sure because I'm new at learning about all this and I just didn't want it to be noise in my head on me go crazy or something like that... This was a bid choice to make and I just wanted to make sure that it was God helping make it.
So when the prorold board called me this time about him being in jail, I told them ""It's time to let him out. But Before he gets out I would like to meet with him.""So it was all set into motison. He has to take 6 months of sex offener class, be on 35 year probattion, and file as a sex offener. I got to see him as I requested. I got to ask questions that I needed answers to & he also asked some questions that he needed answers to. When I told him she almost died, he went to his knees & started to pray and I went to him & we prayed together... We both came out of this with a load off of each of us. He ask Me to Forgive him for what he did.. I told him I did Forgive Him...... Then I Took His Hands in Mind and I said to Him; ""I FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO MY DAUGHTER....... MAY GOD BLESS YOU......''' We both stood up, walked to the end of the table with tears in our eyes and we huged each other. we also started praseing the Lord for all the wonderful weight off of us. Love can go a lot farrer then hate.........
My heaven Father. I give you all the praise and glory.Thought you all thing are possible. I'm a babe learning how to listen to you talk to me. But I'm learning,Lord. I'm doing my best to do what you want me to do. I'm learning more every day. I love you Lord. Thank you for all you do for me and my family & friends. In the name of the Father, the Son & the Holy Spirit, Aman
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