My Heart and the lost Love

I have lost a many of loved ones in my 58 years here on the earth. Some thought deaths and some by leaveing me. Each time my heart get broken more & more till I though it had no more space in it to love anyone. But then God came into my heart and showed me that the love was always there, it was just hurting so bad that it didn't know what to do. I'm not a writer, but this just feels right for me to write this. I lost Daddy,Mama, & Bubba thur death. My kids,  well i don't remember, and my grandson said I was deid to them. So all I have is the Lord & my puppy. I hope you can read this because I'm crying which I do alot of. They say it's good to write about things.. I love my kids , grandkids & greatgrandkids very much. I have put them in the Lords careing hands. I pray that they will get to know the Lord. I don't
 know must because I lose alot of my memory in a wreck I had. Some things are coming back to me in bits and peices.Some things I was told. Somethings I had paper work and read it. I have this one very great friend, she told me alot. Well I think that it's time that I say till next time.. 
  
  My heaven Father please help all that neep your help. You are the best ,awsome,Lord for me. I give you all the glory and praise. In the Name of the Father, Son,& Holy Sprit, Amem

Not Knowing what to Do

I didn't know what to do. I had asked the Lord "Please tell what to do." The pain was bad, and ever nevre in my body was going inside me like ants moveing on the ground. I took my meds, it didn't stop. I went to the Doctor, told her about the crying all night and how it fell like ants in my body from the pain and the nevres. She added another pill to help me. I got in my car & I just sit there & cryed Lord Please, you are the one that can help me better then all the pills they have. Well I dried my eyes and put my car in drive . I drove still praying that God would answer. But God answers in His on time and does things in His on time. But I trust my Lord. God is Great.